bday, miscarriage - 2advanced
another birthday has come and gone, and i dont feel any different. o sure, im carrying a different drivers license and i can now walk into any bar i fancy. but therein lies the problem: i -dont- fancy. im not in the least interested in getting drunk, or being around those who are. it just does not sound like a grand ole time. i was taken out to lunch by my coworkers, dinner by my sweet. my gift was amazing - a free acupuncture session at a time to be arranged later. im so excited to do that.
oh, and we saw the count of monte cristo. it was so good - i would reccomend it to any and everyone. i think im in love with the main actor - jim caviezel. he did such an amazing job and looked great too. a suggestion to him (because i know sooo many movie stars see my site...): keep the goatee!!
so i saw the doctor - gynecologist - on wednesday. got some birth control, and discussed with her my possible miscarriage that occurred last week. she agreed that it was most likely a miscarriage. how terrible. we didnt even think we wanted a baby until my pregnancy was more than a possibility. but now... i really want a baby. i want to go through the process of buying baby clothes and changing diapers and painting a nursery. i think i would be a great mom - and i know my love would be a *great* dad. but there are some things that we need to overcome before bringing a child into the world. time...
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2002