little by little every day
little by little every day i feel myself sinking further into depression.
things that once would send me into a rage or flood me with tears now plop a heavier foreboding weight on my shoulders.
i think of my sister, friends who have long since severed contact (though passively) with me, the days work, having to make decisions, melissa.
i feel beaten. worthless. unable to face any challenge, make any decision, no matter how slight.
this post once had a point. then i started crying, and lost the point all together.
whoops.
2002

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