today was the five month
today was the five month anniversary.
it hit me really hard last night. i would have been content to lie in bed, stare at the ceiling, and cry all night long. my brother and friend had to interupt to kidnap me away for a too-long night of laughter and hair dye (but none for me, thanks).
i dont want this to be a part of my life.
i dont want it to become a fact of my existance.
i dont want to wake up with her still gone.
i dont want to.
22 FEB
2003
2003

3 Love Notes
I am very sorry for your loss. You obviously love her a great deal. God be with you.
thanks Peter.
So sorry to spoil your plans for a depressing evening. I'll try to be more considerate in the future.
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