two years

she has been in my dreams a lot lately. she is in trouble and i cannot help her. i try and try and try again, but i cannot get her the help she needs. she never talks or communicates with me like she did right after her death, she just stands, sits, or bleeds. in trouble.

i dont like feeling helpless. and there i was, two years ago, feeling the most helpless one could ever feel. not only could i do nothing, but nothing could possibly be done.

two years.

it has taken two years for me to start the healing process. two years to begin letting myself heal. two years to accept that she really is gone. two years to begin shedding my emotional armor. two years, and i am ready to stop needing her to be there for me, to stop needing to be there for her.

two years, and i still miss Melissa more than ever.

22 September 2004 · 09:49:05

3 love notes

It seems like she has been gone for a long time but it hurts like she just left us yesterday!

love, Marty at 22sep04, 22:22:53

I can’t even begin to imagine the feelings associated with the loss of a sister, especially one you were so close with. I hope the hurt fades quickly leaving you with just the happy memories.

love, Lynne at 25sep04, 16:57:36

thanks, Lynne.

love, Valette at 25sep04, 22:22:39

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