Evening Drive
This feels like the first year I haven't had time to think about Melissa's anniversary.
This week has been very busy at work, and on top of that I had to go in to court the last two days for jury duty. Two days of jury selection, and my name was never called. But still I had to sit in those uncomfortable benches and pay attention. For two days. While they whittled the pool of possible jurors from 45 to 3. And I got absolutely nothing accomplished besides a numb derriere.
But after the jury selection was complete, and after I emptied my inbox, and after I took my lunch break late enough that I could leave early and after I ate dinner and after I went to my accounting class where I'm sure I aced an accounting quiz, I decided to go for a drive.
It was 8.30 and the sun had just set. I turned Rammstein up to 11 and opened up my sunroof (then turned up the heat) (it was 40°F tonight). I pointed my car south and drove just to drive. Here are some things I learned and rediscovered:
- My car drives so smooth above 80mph. I want to drive that speed all the time.
- Although cloudy over Anchorage, it was crystal clear across the inlet and I could see that Mt. Redoubt was still venting.
- Rammstein still rocks.
- Mt. Dew is really not very good. I haven't drank a soda in a very long time, and I don't see the need to drink another ever again.
- It's best to pull over when crying. See 80mph, above.
- It might be 7 years, but I still really, really miss my sister.
2009


6 Love Notes
*hugs*
I've been thinking of you all day. Hope you're doing ok.
xxx
I never met Melissa, but after a click of the link, and you last statement, I really, really, really miss her too.
((((Hugs))))
She is easy to miss, huh? There is getting to be a handful of people I miss this time of year, now, but enjoy the people I know and see each day.
And, you are right - driving over 80 mph and crying could be hazardous to your health and I don't want to miss you likewise, sis.
Love,
John
PLEASE stay safe! I love you a lot!
Love Mom
yeah. thinking of you this time of year. i miss her, too. and really wish i was down there with you, 'cause i miss you, too.
I love you. Thinking of you.
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